Fear and Anger as escape and defence drives. As what I have learned in Psychology, fear and anger are commonly used as motives in escaping and defending a certain situation.
Before when I am not yet a devoted Christian, there are many worldly things impacted in me. Sometimes, I find it hard to understand myself, why am I reacting very defensive upon certain situations. As I look back on my life before, I’m the kind of person that loves lying and impersonating other people just to be accepted by my friends and I hate to be criticized by other people in the way I live my life. My friends use to tell me, what am I doing is not suitable to my personality and I just laugh at them and listen to what they say but after that throw it all away and come back again to my false attitudes, simply because I just don’t want anyone to correct what am I doing, because I always think that what am I doing is for my own good, to be accepted and not to be rejected by other people. This fear and insecurities of mine drives me to hide my true personality and always led me to the point of disappointment.
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